Friday 4 May 2018

Continue.......

Yes, continue.........this is what I must do, as a recovering alcoholic - I need to do the work - I need to be reminded of how dark and horrible things can get. Sometimes at meetings I hear people in the program complain about sometimes hearing "drunkalogs" and alcohol memories - the reasoning is that this is a program of recovery and we in the program have been there before so why rehash it? - I myself need to hear "drunkalogs" sometimes.....I need to be reminded of and remember the ugliness of my disease - it's easy to get complacent - when I have become complacent in the past, the results have not been good, to say the least - yes, continue........and stay sober, one day at a time......